✖ slightly torment?

me & the new laptop :D

Something awful was going to happen in the future. I don't know why i think that.

It's absolutely crazy. At that time, there's no reason for me to be upset and every reason for me to be happy, but...

But here i'm at 12somethings, awake and felt so cold even there's a hot sunny day, i think.

I knew i had dreamed of my granddad, it's like a nightmare. i'm very scared.

There's not the first time i dreamed that. in the dream, it's full with fear and my heart was very pain.

I really hope my cousin is beside me at that time, because i knew she will try to help me.

no matter how, same granddad is easier to realize what i'm thinking and maybe she also dreamed before. right?

A bath and some chocolate drinks and i'll calm down, i thought.

prepared to attend tuition class. Fortunately, i felt very happy in the afternoon.

about chatting with friends, joking with friends and even high with friends.

it's made me forget all nonsense and just knew how to make myself happy.

Yet, my bad feelings in the morning rushed over my mind.

headache starts to come over me like before and ask my grand-mum for some panadols.

haih. today have so many types of things happened, slightly torment. xD

Heyy dad,

when will you take me to the hospital?

i can't endure anymore.

tak boleh tahan lagi, tau tak?

❤agneS

✖deliberateness

after i deliberated, i found that maybe i'm wrong too. I always too impulse to decide anything.
the books and even my parents always tell me that "life is a process of discovering oneself"

to continue my life, i need to change something right?

i knew, annoying school stuff make me irritated. but if i didn't trouble troubles, troubles won't trouble me.

whatever, i will welcome it because i done it before. this is like a consequence, i view it as a great challenge.

---still---

perhaps out of sight, out of mind.

it will make me feel better, sometimes.

❤agneS

✖suffering

a reluctant smile=)

well, every hoildays every students should be happy and free right?

but... i'm NOT NOT NOT!!!

my mind always force myself to imagine that i'm living in a dark prison.

this is the fact and Fact is always merciless!

On this few days, my dad always argue with me.

sorry wanna tell you, sometimes i really hate you- DAD.

how can you always treat me and sister follow by your mood?!

NOT FAIR!!! be my dad, don't you know i hate people blew me off?

and now! you make me blew my friend off!

my friend hate that and i hate that too!!! how can i do?!! haih.

HEy dad! i had already feel trouble with school stuff!

i just hope that my heart will always stay in peace at home?

why you want ruin it? you know everyday i'm suffering for all stuff!!!

crashing down. TT

I need someone to find my broken mind,

before it falls to pieces.

my heart is like a fire burning cruelly.

❤agnes

✖i'm back!!!

i'm NEW=)

i had D.I.E.D fot this life and entering a another, better life...

Yippee!! agneSyun, this blog owner is back finally. get some R-DOODLIN' ^^

i find it embarrassing that formerly i didn't write any post about 1month before.

entreating your pardon, buddies. LMAo

Just wanna shout out [i'm free!] no cruel exam, no nonsense book now.

once i de-stress after finals, my energy level will go in OVERdrive. LOL

between, i want to thank god=) sivik get 96marks, history get 95marks and...

pity geography just get 77marks. but i will appreciate it, cause i get A so far. haha.

about BM or BC, i'm not going to care this two anymore! damn difficult=(

and my essay were NOT finish writing=( i had prepare to fail, never mind. TT

just back from Alor Setar for celebrating my granddad's birthday.

went hospital to visit my great- grandfather. saw him and i knew he's old. OLD=(

at that momment, tears filled the eyes. I couldn't look up for the seconds.

my mind filled with doubt too. why everybody must old, must die?

who can help us escape from this fate? a vampire? a god?? or a devil??? haih.

ignore me. i'm making lame ideas=) haha.

going to say: thanks god again. i knew god, you always bless me. THANKS=)

about my dream had came true yesterday. rebonding my hair!! kaka~

just RM85, damn cheap and my grandmum is the sponsor. whee¬

TO all nonsense people,

stop disturbing me!!!

watch out better=) LMAO.

❤agneS